Teen

Life now a days for teens is not what people say it would be like, in my experience, at all.
 I wish for days when all i can think about is , happiness.
I am happy i know i am but it doesnt feel like it.
 It feels lonely. I know i am not alone. I have my family,friends even my dog still i feel all alone in thjs scary world .
I feel scared of the people around me. Not because i don't trust them but because i cannot trust myself.
I feel fixed and broken at the same time.
Hated and loved by the ones I have dared to open my walls to.
I am free and chained at the same time.
I am spicy and sweet.
I am me and not me at the same time.
I am a teen. Thats all i can say;  I am still finding my light,my path, my guide and my friends.
I embrace this fact of life.
I hope for a settled future but wish fir a better tom.

I hope to be an inspiration but i wish to be inspired
I aspire for life long friends but hope for sisters..
I am a teen.

Love
K