I see there is a light in the horizon, not the red and yellow one of the sun rise or the sun set but one which is much more beautiful than them. It is the light of Hope, not as white as people usually imagine but rather, it is a mix of colors which somehow mix to make white and not black, but this doesn't mean there is no darkness in it.
Hope is a double edged sharp sword, whose one side may save a life but another may literally end it.
Hope which if broken enough times, crumbles a human being and make them at least depressed and at most UNEMOTIONAL. You might think that being emotionless is much better that being depressed; but in my personal life i know that this is not true.
I have a friend who was assaulted and harassed one too many times, she doesn't show it but she is one of the most strongest people I know, or maybe the most pathetic, I don't meant it in a bad way, truly, I say this from the bottom of my heart.
She is amazing, wonderful and like an open book but if you look hard enough, she never shows her real feelings or maybe she just doesn't know how to express them, you truly think you know what she is thinking or feeling but her walls are so illusive that you cant see her fear or that her heart is racing due to fear. you don't know her insecurities but she is so observant that she can read you as soon as she talks to you.
She had Hope, Hope for someone to see the real her, to understand who she is, understand she needs to feel secure and safe cause she needs to feel which she thinks she is incapable of doing, she doesnt really feel happiness or sadness. she only feels wounded with a wound that is like a balckhole which is sucking everything she is inside.
I didn't tell you guys this story to make you feel bad about her, but rather to tell you her hopes are getting broken slowly a small piece by piece and i truly know that she is not the only one out there feeling this. So maybe, we can all just keep our eyes and ears open and see a person for whom they are rather than who they show or the front they put up.
Sorry, i started with the topic Hope and shifted to something else, but I want to say, be careful whom you give hope, and who gives you hope.
HOPE is black and blue and red and yellow and silver and onyx in color and bene
fits.
Hope is a double edged sharp sword, whose one side may save a life but another may literally end it.
Hope which if broken enough times, crumbles a human being and make them at least depressed and at most UNEMOTIONAL. You might think that being emotionless is much better that being depressed; but in my personal life i know that this is not true.
I have a friend who was assaulted and harassed one too many times, she doesn't show it but she is one of the most strongest people I know, or maybe the most pathetic, I don't meant it in a bad way, truly, I say this from the bottom of my heart.
She is amazing, wonderful and like an open book but if you look hard enough, she never shows her real feelings or maybe she just doesn't know how to express them, you truly think you know what she is thinking or feeling but her walls are so illusive that you cant see her fear or that her heart is racing due to fear. you don't know her insecurities but she is so observant that she can read you as soon as she talks to you.
She had Hope, Hope for someone to see the real her, to understand who she is, understand she needs to feel secure and safe cause she needs to feel which she thinks she is incapable of doing, she doesnt really feel happiness or sadness. she only feels wounded with a wound that is like a balckhole which is sucking everything she is inside.
I didn't tell you guys this story to make you feel bad about her, but rather to tell you her hopes are getting broken slowly a small piece by piece and i truly know that she is not the only one out there feeling this. So maybe, we can all just keep our eyes and ears open and see a person for whom they are rather than who they show or the front they put up.
Sorry, i started with the topic Hope and shifted to something else, but I want to say, be careful whom you give hope, and who gives you hope.
HOPE is black and blue and red and yellow and silver and onyx in color and bene
fits.
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